First Post — Rambling.

Sitting in the recliner at home scrolling down the newsfeed of my Facebook and I came across a post of a lady begging for someone to please point her in the direction of a baby who needs a home. She’s infertile and has been for years, has tried every option she knows of and has not had any success. I could feel the agony and the hurt in the words she had typed. I was that woman once. I understand the longing sensation to be a mother, every pregnancy announcement cut me like a knife and I stayed so bitter. I was angry. Angry at myself, my spouse, at God, at the doctors, at anyone who crossed my path who would ask “Don’t you want to have children?” I understood that not everyone got the memo that I was dealing with infertility, it’s not like that I had a sign hanging on me saying “I can’t bare children.” The hurt that came with each question was just so unbearable. I decided to share my story, my journey and hopefully shed some light on infertility, PCOS and share some hope with those women who are still struggling.